1 00:00:06,131 --> 00:00:08,133 ["Glitter" playing] 2 00:00:14,472 --> 00:00:16,474 ♪ Sebastian ♪ 3 00:00:18,268 --> 00:00:23,231 ♪ If this lasts longer than the song Or the nightclub, I don't know ♪ 4 00:00:25,066 --> 00:00:28,653 ♪ It wasn't made for you to swim Or you to want to get deep ♪ 5 00:00:28,737 --> 00:00:30,739 ♪ You're only shallow ♪ 6 00:00:31,281 --> 00:00:35,076 ♪ Very careless I have been This sweater ninety-six ♪ 7 00:00:35,702 --> 00:00:37,537 ♪ Ask before my tour ♪ 8 00:00:37,829 --> 00:00:42,208 ♪ Before I even exist Before I even exist ♪ 9 00:00:42,292 --> 00:00:46,046 ♪ Before I even existed, yeah ♪ 10 00:00:46,838 --> 00:00:49,466 ♪ Before I even existed ♪ 11 00:00:49,549 --> 00:00:52,052 ♪ Did I want to get rich? Did I want to live? ♪ 12 00:00:52,135 --> 00:00:54,888 ♪ Did I want to bring What I got to the block, to the block ♪ 13 00:00:54,971 --> 00:00:59,017 ♪ Like this, like this, like this? ♪ 14 00:00:59,100 --> 00:01:03,313 ♪ And the people that I met Make it bigger ♪ 15 00:01:03,480 --> 00:01:07,108 ♪ And I can't leave you much Just this glitter ♪ 16 00:01:07,609 --> 00:01:09,194 ♪ Just this glitter ♪ 17 00:01:09,277 --> 00:01:11,404 ♪ All around your body This glitter ♪ 18 00:01:11,488 --> 00:01:12,405 ♪ All around your body ♪ 19 00:01:12,489 --> 00:01:14,282 ♪ All the sudden this, all day ♪ 20 00:01:14,407 --> 00:01:16,785 ♪ That's twenty-four hours Outside of the gym ♪ 21 00:01:16,910 --> 00:01:21,289 ♪ It's been 19 tears to 19 years And now is that you wanna question ♪ 22 00:01:21,372 --> 00:01:25,627 ♪ How, when, where, and who I have been This time I don't be losin' my head ♪ 23 00:01:25,752 --> 00:01:28,046 ♪ Truth is I don't wanna lie again ♪ 24 00:01:28,129 --> 00:01:32,258 ♪ Truth is I wanna find myself again ♪ 25 00:01:32,425 --> 00:01:38,348 ♪ Tell me, my friend, my friend When I did lose it? ♪ 26 00:01:38,473 --> 00:01:39,974 ♪ My friend ♪ 27 00:01:40,225 --> 00:01:44,479 ♪ Tell me, my friend My friend, my friend ♪ 28 00:01:44,729 --> 00:01:48,942 ♪ When did I lose it, lose it again? ♪ 29 00:01:49,192 --> 00:01:53,321 ♪ I've been drinkin' lots to forget About the news ♪ 30 00:01:53,446 --> 00:01:58,451 ♪ I know when I sober up I'll have to pay my dues ♪ 31 00:01:58,535 --> 00:02:04,833 ♪ My friend, my dearest friend When did I lose it? Aah! ♪ 32 00:02:04,916 --> 00:02:07,377 ♪ Did I want to get rich? Did I want to live? ♪ 33 00:02:07,460 --> 00:02:09,963 ♪ Did I want to bring What I got to the block, to the block ♪ 34 00:02:10,046 --> 00:02:13,675 ♪ Like this, like this, like this? ♪ 35 00:02:13,842 --> 00:02:16,261 ♪ Did I even exist? Did I want to live? ♪ 36 00:02:16,344 --> 00:02:18,805 ♪ Did I want to bring What I got to the block, to the block ♪ 37 00:02:18,888 --> 00:02:23,309 ♪ Like this, this, this? ♪ 38 00:02:23,393 --> 00:02:27,397 ♪ And the people that I met Make it bigger ♪ 39 00:02:27,730 --> 00:02:31,818 ♪ And I can promise you I'm doin' better ♪ 40 00:02:32,152 --> 00:02:35,697 ♪ And I can't leave you much Just this glitter ♪ 41 00:02:36,573 --> 00:02:40,410 ♪ And I can't leave you much Just this glitter ♪ 42 00:02:40,785 --> 00:02:42,245 ♪ Just this glitter ♪ 43 00:02:42,328 --> 00:02:44,289 ♪ All over your body This glitter ♪ 44 00:02:44,622 --> 00:02:46,916 ♪ All around your body This glitter ♪ 45 00:02:47,000 --> 00:02:48,877 ♪ All around your body This glitter ♪ 46 00:02:48,960 --> 00:02:51,087 ♪ All around your body This glitter ♪ 47 00:02:51,171 --> 00:02:53,339 ♪ All around your body ♪ 48 00:02:53,673 --> 00:02:55,758 ♪ All around your body ♪ 49 00:02:55,842 --> 00:02:57,844 ♪ All around your body ♪ 50 00:02:57,927 --> 00:02:59,929 ♪ All around your body ♪ 51 00:03:00,263 --> 00:03:02,265 ♪ All around your body ♪ 52 00:03:02,807 --> 00:03:04,392 ♪ Around your body ♪ 53 00:03:04,475 --> 00:03:06,477 ♪ All around your body ♪ 54 00:03:09,522 --> 00:03:14,485 ♪ My friend-end-end-end, end-end-end End, end-end-end ♪ 55 00:03:14,652 --> 00:03:18,865 ♪ Friend-end-end-end, friend-end-end Friend, end-end-end ♪ 56 00:03:18,948 --> 00:03:23,453 ♪ Friend-end-end-end, friend-end-end Friend, end-end-end ♪ 57 00:03:23,536 --> 00:03:28,875 ♪ Friend-end-end-end, friend-end-end Friend, end-end-end, end ♪ 58 00:03:40,595 --> 00:03:41,721 [Monty] Look at you! 59 00:03:42,096 --> 00:03:44,307 How did my baby get so grown up and beautiful? 60 00:03:44,432 --> 00:03:45,558 Milk. 61 00:03:45,808 --> 00:03:47,936 It's not even funny. You're so easy. 62 00:03:48,019 --> 00:03:49,896 -That's what the ladies say. -Ew, no. 63 00:03:49,979 --> 00:03:51,022 [Monty chuckles] 64 00:03:53,274 --> 00:03:55,318 Okay, Drake. So where are those ladies tonight? 65 00:03:55,401 --> 00:03:57,320 Oh, baby, you are the only girl in my life. 66 00:03:57,528 --> 00:03:59,781 Come on, there's got to be someone to ring in the new year with. 67 00:04:00,823 --> 00:04:03,326 -Nope. -I hate that you're alone. 68 00:04:03,493 --> 00:04:06,496 Don't be. Triple time is the only way we're gonna make a move out of Freeridge. 69 00:04:06,579 --> 00:04:08,873 Okay. You got to stop overreacting, Dad. 70 00:04:08,998 --> 00:04:10,583 We don't need to move. There's a truce. 71 00:04:10,667 --> 00:04:11,876 Which doesn't mean shit! 72 00:04:11,960 --> 00:04:14,087 When the banging gets bed enough there's always a truce. 73 00:04:14,170 --> 00:04:17,090 I've seen dozens. Anything can break it, and anything will. 74 00:04:17,173 --> 00:04:18,800 That kid who shot your friends is still out there. 75 00:04:18,883 --> 00:04:21,052 It's been a month, and so far no sign of Latrelle. 76 00:04:21,135 --> 00:04:22,971 He's stupid, but not stupid enough to come back. 77 00:04:23,054 --> 00:04:24,305 Babe, you don't know that. 78 00:04:24,847 --> 00:04:26,474 Bad news. I burned the cookies. 79 00:04:26,557 --> 00:04:27,392 Who's that? 80 00:04:27,809 --> 00:04:28,851 Monse? 81 00:04:29,018 --> 00:04:29,936 [disconnects] 82 00:04:30,895 --> 00:04:32,230 -[cell phone ringing] -Shit! 83 00:04:32,981 --> 00:04:34,148 Shit. Shit. 84 00:04:38,069 --> 00:04:39,153 [sighs] 85 00:04:39,779 --> 00:04:41,948 -I can explain. -What is he doing in my house? 86 00:04:42,031 --> 00:04:44,075 -He has nowhere to go. -He can't be there. 87 00:04:44,158 --> 00:04:45,368 -But, Dad-- -Don't "but Dad" me! 88 00:04:45,451 --> 00:04:47,203 It's too dangerous. You know that. 89 00:04:47,287 --> 00:04:48,162 Caesar has to go. 90 00:04:48,371 --> 00:04:49,706 Promise me he's leaving. 91 00:04:49,831 --> 00:04:51,082 -Please. -Promise. 92 00:04:54,961 --> 00:04:55,795 Promise. 93 00:05:16,399 --> 00:05:18,109 -[door opens] -Mi hijo? 94 00:05:19,360 --> 00:05:22,572 They didn't have your favorite mole, so I got the poblano. 95 00:05:23,614 --> 00:05:24,449 Sounds good. 96 00:05:24,532 --> 00:05:28,036 I really wanted your first meal out of the hospital to be extra special, but-- 97 00:05:28,119 --> 00:05:29,829 I'm just thinking how crazy it is 98 00:05:29,912 --> 00:05:32,290 that someone's whole life can fit inside a box. 99 00:05:44,052 --> 00:05:45,553 I never got to give it to her. 100 00:05:46,929 --> 00:05:50,224 It feels pointless to send it to her parents now, right? 101 00:05:51,225 --> 00:05:53,603 Should I just keep it? Open it? 102 00:05:54,395 --> 00:05:55,813 Do what feels best. 103 00:05:58,316 --> 00:05:59,734 I wish I'd been to her memorial. 104 00:05:59,817 --> 00:06:03,780 Aah! Mi hijo, it was beautiful! 105 00:06:03,988 --> 00:06:06,032 You would've loved it... 106 00:06:07,200 --> 00:06:10,661 As much as you can love something that's really... 107 00:06:11,579 --> 00:06:12,497 really sad. 108 00:06:15,416 --> 00:06:16,709 Look on the bright side. 109 00:06:17,293 --> 00:06:19,087 You finally got your own room. 110 00:06:22,507 --> 00:06:23,466 Too soon? 111 00:06:25,343 --> 00:06:26,344 I'm sorry. 112 00:06:27,095 --> 00:06:30,098 I'm no good with this. I never know what to say. 113 00:06:30,390 --> 00:06:31,766 [inhales deeply, exhales] 114 00:06:32,517 --> 00:06:33,601 Life moves on. 115 00:06:38,022 --> 00:06:40,191 I told her I was gonna be the love of her life. 116 00:06:41,150 --> 00:06:42,360 And you were. 117 00:06:46,155 --> 00:06:47,240 [exhales deeply] 118 00:06:47,740 --> 00:06:49,575 How are the preparations coming for tonight? 119 00:06:49,659 --> 00:06:52,078 -Can I help? -Let me get your pills. 120 00:06:52,161 --> 00:06:53,413 Ah! They aren't working. 121 00:06:53,788 --> 00:06:55,164 My elbow still kills. 122 00:06:57,625 --> 00:07:01,587 Sometimes you got to lean on a higher power. 123 00:07:12,723 --> 00:07:14,267 Hold it, hold it. 124 00:07:15,351 --> 00:07:16,602 Now, be honest with me. 125 00:07:17,103 --> 00:07:17,937 What's going on? 126 00:07:18,479 --> 00:07:20,523 You haven't cried. It worries me. 127 00:07:20,606 --> 00:07:22,775 Normally, you are such a crybaby! 128 00:07:22,859 --> 00:07:23,943 [coughs] 129 00:07:24,610 --> 00:07:26,529 -No, I'm not. -Mi hijo... 130 00:07:26,696 --> 00:07:29,407 in this family, everyone has their thing. 131 00:07:29,740 --> 00:07:30,867 Mario is smart. 132 00:07:30,950 --> 00:07:33,578 Your father's reliable, your mother's crazy. 133 00:07:33,661 --> 00:07:36,122 The twins are gross, I'm sexy, 134 00:07:36,205 --> 00:07:38,499 and you are the crier. 135 00:07:38,833 --> 00:07:41,169 Now, tell me. Why no tears? 136 00:07:42,503 --> 00:07:44,505 Because I still got use of my good hand. 137 00:07:48,176 --> 00:07:49,135 [Jamal] It's too soon. 138 00:07:50,553 --> 00:07:51,762 Too soon. 139 00:07:52,555 --> 00:07:54,515 People are still in mourning. 140 00:07:54,724 --> 00:07:57,268 It's just not the right time to tell anyone about the cash, 141 00:07:57,351 --> 00:07:59,145 and maybe it'll never be the right time. 142 00:08:00,104 --> 00:08:00,938 Girl, 143 00:08:01,147 --> 00:08:02,440 why you on their side? 144 00:08:03,024 --> 00:08:04,775 Don't you want to get off the pole? 145 00:08:06,611 --> 00:08:08,529 No. No. No. 146 00:08:08,613 --> 00:08:10,781 I will not do that to make it up to you. 147 00:08:12,158 --> 00:08:13,910 Oh, come on. Please don't make me do it. 148 00:08:25,046 --> 00:08:28,007 Settle down, mama. Got to get these stacks packed. 149 00:08:34,222 --> 00:08:35,431 [sniffs] Huh. 150 00:08:36,724 --> 00:08:37,600 What? 151 00:08:37,892 --> 00:08:39,018 I told you, 152 00:08:39,101 --> 00:08:42,104 to throw off a scent, you got to create one. 153 00:08:42,396 --> 00:08:45,107 Especially one that won't entice someone to open the bag, you feel me? 154 00:08:45,650 --> 00:08:46,484 [zips] 155 00:08:47,693 --> 00:08:48,611 All right. 156 00:08:52,156 --> 00:08:54,325 No. Plain sight is the smarter move. 157 00:08:54,408 --> 00:08:56,827 No one's gonna think anyone would leave money out like this. 158 00:08:56,911 --> 00:09:00,665 And, plus, I've got eyes... everywhere. 159 00:09:01,332 --> 00:09:02,708 Four cameras, baby. 160 00:09:05,753 --> 00:09:08,005 The laundry basket in my closet? 161 00:09:08,548 --> 00:09:09,507 Are you kidding me? 162 00:09:09,632 --> 00:09:12,510 That's so obvi. Not happening. 163 00:09:12,593 --> 00:09:15,012 No doing. Laundry basket is basic. 164 00:09:15,471 --> 00:09:16,347 Jamal out. 165 00:09:22,144 --> 00:09:23,020 Ugh. 166 00:09:25,439 --> 00:09:27,024 Don't. Just don't. 167 00:09:29,277 --> 00:09:30,611 The pie was a good call. 168 00:09:31,070 --> 00:09:32,238 Ruby loves pie. 169 00:09:32,530 --> 00:09:35,199 Don't know why I didn't think to get a pie in the first place. 170 00:09:36,367 --> 00:09:37,201 I can't go. 171 00:09:38,202 --> 00:09:39,036 You're going. 172 00:09:39,495 --> 00:09:41,205 Ruby didn't invite me. I... 173 00:09:41,414 --> 00:09:44,125 There's no invite. We always spend New Year's Eve together. 174 00:09:44,208 --> 00:09:46,419 It's not that simple and you know it. 175 00:09:46,627 --> 00:09:49,297 Ruby and I haven't seen each other or spoken since-- 176 00:09:49,380 --> 00:09:52,800 I know, I know, but the longer you wait, the worse it's going to get. 177 00:09:53,467 --> 00:09:54,927 He might not want to see me. 178 00:09:55,511 --> 00:09:57,346 Ruby wanted to make tonight a party. 179 00:09:57,430 --> 00:10:00,099 Do you really think he'd want to party if he was in a bad place? 180 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:01,934 Okay, stop worrying about Ruby. 181 00:10:02,018 --> 00:10:04,395 Instead, worry about where you're gonna be sleeping tonight. 182 00:10:05,479 --> 00:10:06,314 I'll be home. 183 00:10:06,689 --> 00:10:07,565 What? 184 00:10:09,567 --> 00:10:11,694 -I'm gonna go see my brother. -Are you kidding? 185 00:10:11,777 --> 00:10:15,114 Oscar knows this truce isn't forever. He wouldn't want me unprotected. 186 00:10:15,197 --> 00:10:18,284 -He's protected me my whole life. -Protected? Oscar had you DP'd. 187 00:10:19,619 --> 00:10:21,287 -He had to. -He could've killed you. 188 00:10:21,370 --> 00:10:22,204 But he didn't. 189 00:10:22,288 --> 00:10:24,498 Semantics. You're not dead, but you might as well be. 190 00:10:24,582 --> 00:10:26,584 -You've been put off. -No, I've done my time. 191 00:10:26,709 --> 00:10:29,587 I know my brother. He wouldn't want me sleeping on the streets. 192 00:10:30,755 --> 00:10:31,714 We're family. 193 00:10:32,506 --> 00:10:33,424 You can't go back. 194 00:10:33,883 --> 00:10:34,717 It's not safe. 195 00:10:35,092 --> 00:10:37,219 Listen, you have to stay with me until my dad gets back. 196 00:10:37,428 --> 00:10:39,263 -He'll never know. -No. You promised. 197 00:10:39,555 --> 00:10:42,058 Here. Take the pie to Ruby. 198 00:10:42,975 --> 00:10:45,478 And I'll meet you after I work it out. 199 00:11:00,910 --> 00:11:02,578 I don't get what the big deal is. 200 00:11:02,953 --> 00:11:04,163 I feel exactly the same. 201 00:11:07,249 --> 00:11:09,001 Do you ever miss your little adobe hut? 202 00:11:10,336 --> 00:11:11,837 -Qué? -You know. 203 00:11:12,630 --> 00:11:15,007 The little one you used to live in in Mexico. 204 00:11:16,300 --> 00:11:19,679 You think all that mud has something to do with why your skin still looks so soft? 205 00:11:23,307 --> 00:11:25,893 -You're good. -[woman screams, laughs] 206 00:11:26,310 --> 00:11:27,603 My baby! 207 00:11:28,729 --> 00:11:30,856 Aren't you supposed to be with your friends up north? 208 00:11:30,940 --> 00:11:33,150 There was, uh, a change of plans. 209 00:11:33,401 --> 00:11:35,194 I have a surprise for you. 210 00:11:35,403 --> 00:11:36,237 Okay. Tell us. 211 00:11:36,904 --> 00:11:39,573 [exhales] It's, uh... it's... it's a really big one. 212 00:11:39,907 --> 00:11:41,117 Okay, we're ready! 213 00:11:42,493 --> 00:11:44,829 It's like big-big. Like... like life-changing. 214 00:11:44,912 --> 00:11:49,125 [Abuela in Spanish] Mario! Ooh! Who's here? 215 00:11:51,210 --> 00:11:53,587 Ai, Mario. Stop with the theatrics! 216 00:11:53,879 --> 00:11:55,339 What's the surprise? 217 00:11:55,798 --> 00:11:56,841 Happy New Year! 218 00:11:57,550 --> 00:11:59,927 Did you all know there's a pregnant white girl on your porch? 219 00:12:02,012 --> 00:12:04,557 [chuckles] Uh... surprise. 220 00:12:07,143 --> 00:12:08,185 [slurping] 221 00:12:15,276 --> 00:12:17,111 I'm so sorry about your recent loss. 222 00:12:17,445 --> 00:12:18,904 My heart goes out to all of you. 223 00:12:19,697 --> 00:12:22,116 And as a beneficiary of white privilege, 224 00:12:22,199 --> 00:12:24,618 these kinds of tragedies are, like, foreign to me. 225 00:12:25,077 --> 00:12:26,245 So on behalf of my people, 226 00:12:26,328 --> 00:12:28,414 I am sorry for keeping your people down. 227 00:12:30,040 --> 00:12:31,250 Is she for real? 228 00:12:31,333 --> 00:12:32,168 I hope so. 229 00:12:32,501 --> 00:12:36,005 Okay, um, thank you, Amber. 230 00:12:36,255 --> 00:12:39,216 -We... we appreciate that. -Mama, this all looks amazing. 231 00:12:39,300 --> 00:12:40,718 -[all gasp] -[Maria clears throat] 232 00:12:40,801 --> 00:12:42,386 Jamal, can you pass the bread? 233 00:12:42,470 --> 00:12:43,888 What bread? I don't have any bread. 234 00:12:44,513 --> 00:12:46,390 I know you don't, but can you pass it? 235 00:12:52,480 --> 00:12:54,940 -Why are you so jumpy? -I'm not hiding anything. 236 00:12:55,024 --> 00:12:57,359 -I didn't say that you were. -Good. Because I'm not. 237 00:12:57,443 --> 00:13:00,780 I'm not hiding anything hidden or found or finding anything found or hidden. 238 00:13:00,863 --> 00:13:02,865 I'm living my best life, out in the open. 239 00:13:03,073 --> 00:13:05,034 -I have no secrets. -[Amber] I do. 240 00:13:06,535 --> 00:13:08,412 And I feel like I should clear my conscience 241 00:13:08,496 --> 00:13:11,165 since we're about to come into the new year, 242 00:13:11,248 --> 00:13:13,584 and, uh, I'm about to be the mother to a "whitina." 243 00:13:13,834 --> 00:13:14,668 A what? 244 00:13:14,960 --> 00:13:16,378 A white Latina. 245 00:13:16,462 --> 00:13:17,421 -[gags] -[Amber] Okay, 246 00:13:17,505 --> 00:13:19,715 so there were not a lot of POC in my high school, 247 00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:22,051 which is really such a shame, because there's a lot to learn 248 00:13:22,134 --> 00:13:24,386 when you just break down those cultural barriers. 249 00:13:24,595 --> 00:13:27,556 Anyway, I can't believe this is part of my personal history, but-- 250 00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:29,892 Babe, right now is probably not the best time-- 251 00:13:29,975 --> 00:13:30,810 Continue. 252 00:13:31,685 --> 00:13:32,520 Gracias. 253 00:13:33,437 --> 00:13:36,982 So, I had this friend and he was Latino. 254 00:13:37,691 --> 00:13:38,567 Or Hispanic? 255 00:13:38,776 --> 00:13:39,735 Which one is he? 256 00:13:40,194 --> 00:13:42,530 Whatever. It doesn't matter. It's all the same, right, babe? 257 00:13:43,030 --> 00:13:46,909 Anyway, we called him Ockie and I thought it was just short for octopus, 258 00:13:46,992 --> 00:13:49,495 because he had an extra finger, but it wasn't about the finger. 259 00:13:49,787 --> 00:13:52,623 It was because every time a teacher took roll, he'd go, "Aquí!" 260 00:13:52,832 --> 00:13:53,874 [all gasp] 261 00:13:55,334 --> 00:13:57,044 The finger was just a coincidence. 262 00:13:58,337 --> 00:13:59,421 Is that effed-up? 263 00:14:01,131 --> 00:14:02,800 -Mario? -Hmm? 264 00:14:03,050 --> 00:14:05,052 Can you help me in the kitchen, please? 265 00:14:05,928 --> 00:14:07,263 [Cesar] Please, don't do this. 266 00:14:07,596 --> 00:14:08,848 Oscar! Just... 267 00:14:09,181 --> 00:14:10,182 [rap music playing nearby] 268 00:14:10,266 --> 00:14:11,183 Come on! 269 00:14:12,726 --> 00:14:15,688 I can make it up to you and I will. Just let me come home! 270 00:14:20,109 --> 00:14:20,943 Okay. 271 00:14:21,235 --> 00:14:22,194 Okay, fine. 272 00:14:22,778 --> 00:14:25,197 You want me to beg? I am begging you, please! 273 00:14:25,614 --> 00:14:27,575 I'll do anything you want me to. Just say the word, 274 00:14:27,658 --> 00:14:29,451 and I swear to God I will do it. 275 00:14:38,878 --> 00:14:39,795 You need to go. 276 00:14:40,754 --> 00:14:43,173 -[breathes shakily] -There's nothing I can do for you. 277 00:14:44,049 --> 00:14:45,509 Well, you've the choice to help me. 278 00:14:46,051 --> 00:14:48,012 -You messed up. -And I'll make it right. 279 00:14:48,095 --> 00:14:50,306 I don't hear nothing. You guys hear anything? 280 00:14:50,389 --> 00:14:52,016 -No! -Nothing. 281 00:14:53,392 --> 00:14:54,602 I'm your little brother. 282 00:14:55,978 --> 00:14:56,854 I don't know you. 283 00:14:58,647 --> 00:14:59,607 But I'm your blood. 284 00:14:59,690 --> 00:15:00,733 You're not a Santo! 285 00:15:05,946 --> 00:15:07,740 Do you really want me sleeping on the streets? 286 00:15:08,407 --> 00:15:09,909 As long as they're not ours. 287 00:15:12,953 --> 00:15:14,204 [dog barking] 288 00:15:17,249 --> 00:15:19,293 [all booing and barking] 289 00:15:23,505 --> 00:15:24,673 [Geny] What you gonna do? 290 00:15:25,257 --> 00:15:28,510 [stammers] I don't know, but don't worry. I'm not dropping out of school. 291 00:15:28,594 --> 00:15:31,096 I'm just taking a short sabbatical until we get on our feet... 292 00:15:32,598 --> 00:15:36,393 which leads me to my... next question. 293 00:15:38,020 --> 00:15:40,189 -Can we stay here? -Oh hell, no! 294 00:15:40,272 --> 00:15:42,066 No one's living in sin under Geny's roof! 295 00:15:42,191 --> 00:15:43,067 What she said! 296 00:15:43,150 --> 00:15:44,610 So we should get married? 297 00:15:44,693 --> 00:15:45,778 -No! -No! 298 00:15:45,861 --> 00:15:47,154 That bitch can't be my in-law! 299 00:15:47,738 --> 00:15:50,157 Mom, can't you just look at the good in this? 300 00:15:50,449 --> 00:15:53,577 There was a death in this house, and I'll be bringing in a life. 301 00:15:54,078 --> 00:15:57,665 Oh, right. It's like that old saying, "When God closes one door, 302 00:15:57,748 --> 00:15:59,500 he opens the legs of a white girl." 303 00:15:59,583 --> 00:16:00,834 -Everything okay? -Yes! 304 00:16:03,545 --> 00:16:06,382 [sighs] Jasmine, this is a family matter. 305 00:16:06,465 --> 00:16:09,259 -So, please. -You say that like I don't know. 306 00:16:10,761 --> 00:16:13,472 Jasmine, can you close your ears, honey? 307 00:16:14,807 --> 00:16:16,684 -Ever hear of a condom? -[Ruby] Yes. 308 00:16:17,434 --> 00:16:20,521 It's a thin rubber sheath worn over the penis during intercourse. 309 00:16:20,604 --> 00:16:21,772 Mario didn't wear one. 310 00:16:22,022 --> 00:16:23,691 I need water for my cotton mouth. 311 00:16:25,985 --> 00:16:27,861 Mom, we have nowhere to go. 312 00:16:28,153 --> 00:16:29,947 Amber's parents kicked her out. 313 00:16:30,030 --> 00:16:31,865 You got my room. I'll bunk with the twins. 314 00:16:31,949 --> 00:16:33,283 -No! -Why? 315 00:16:33,534 --> 00:16:34,368 Because... 316 00:16:36,120 --> 00:16:37,162 Because... 317 00:16:37,788 --> 00:16:41,542 there's scientific evidence that Ruben's brain needs a room. 318 00:16:41,959 --> 00:16:43,961 A room to grow and heal. 319 00:16:44,211 --> 00:16:46,213 And... because I say so! 320 00:16:47,548 --> 00:16:48,757 [Ruby] Bunk. 321 00:16:49,341 --> 00:16:50,467 Bunk. 322 00:16:51,385 --> 00:16:52,261 Bunk. 323 00:16:53,095 --> 00:16:54,263 Does that sound weird? 324 00:16:58,225 --> 00:16:59,727 -Mama, can I help you with anyth-- -[door bell rings] 325 00:16:59,810 --> 00:17:00,644 I'll get that. 326 00:17:00,936 --> 00:17:01,979 I will get that. 327 00:17:08,235 --> 00:17:09,278 [clears throat] 328 00:17:10,529 --> 00:17:13,699 Miss Martinez-- Mrs. Martinez, I'm sorry, um... 329 00:17:14,408 --> 00:17:17,786 I... It's been a while, and I, uh... 330 00:17:22,499 --> 00:17:24,877 [sniffles] I'm really sorry about what happened. 331 00:17:25,878 --> 00:17:26,795 I don't... 332 00:17:27,379 --> 00:17:29,006 I don't really know what to say. 333 00:17:31,550 --> 00:17:32,843 Been really confused. 334 00:17:33,886 --> 00:17:37,014 I'm really scared lately. And that's not an excuse or anything. 335 00:17:37,431 --> 00:17:38,515 It's the truth. 336 00:17:42,269 --> 00:17:43,812 [sniffles] I'm sorry. 337 00:17:45,439 --> 00:17:46,774 I'm so sorry. 338 00:17:52,446 --> 00:17:54,448 You don't have to apologize, Cesar. 339 00:17:56,992 --> 00:17:57,993 You just have to go. 340 00:18:03,207 --> 00:18:04,416 [giggling] 341 00:18:05,084 --> 00:18:06,835 Ah! So tell me, what does it feel like? 342 00:18:06,919 --> 00:18:08,670 Like you have an alien in your belly? 343 00:18:08,754 --> 00:18:09,880 [both guffaw] 344 00:18:09,963 --> 00:18:11,882 Actually, I don't care how it feels. 345 00:18:13,258 --> 00:18:15,219 I've been working this family a long time. 346 00:18:15,302 --> 00:18:18,388 So don't think your little baby trap is going to get you in tighter than me. 347 00:18:19,556 --> 00:18:20,766 Listen, puta. 348 00:18:21,058 --> 00:18:21,975 Don't come at me. 349 00:18:22,184 --> 00:18:23,560 I got a brick in my bag. 350 00:18:25,979 --> 00:18:28,273 Damn, bitch. That's my line. 351 00:18:28,732 --> 00:18:30,400 Game recognize game. 352 00:18:30,984 --> 00:18:33,445 -Is that how you say it? -Next time, don't undercut yourself. 353 00:18:33,529 --> 00:18:35,656 -If you don't know it, don't show it. -Noted. 354 00:18:37,116 --> 00:18:37,950 Okay. 355 00:18:38,033 --> 00:18:39,535 Okay, I can work with what you got. 356 00:18:39,660 --> 00:18:40,536 So, tell me. 357 00:18:40,619 --> 00:18:43,247 If you squeeze them titties hard enough, does milk come out? 358 00:18:43,330 --> 00:18:44,164 [Amber] I don't know. 359 00:18:44,248 --> 00:18:47,209 [Jasmine] You're a gringa, so it's like soy or almond or some good shit like that. 360 00:18:47,292 --> 00:18:49,294 -Good point. -[Jasmine] Are you gonna eat the placenta? 361 00:18:49,670 --> 00:18:50,712 I heard about this girl... 362 00:19:22,661 --> 00:19:23,620 [man] Hold up. 363 00:19:41,388 --> 00:19:42,556 -Ruby? -Hmm? 364 00:19:43,432 --> 00:19:46,101 We can see through your brave front. It's okay if you're not okay. 365 00:19:46,185 --> 00:19:48,395 We're here for you. Just tell us what you need. 366 00:19:48,687 --> 00:19:49,855 Do you need anything? 367 00:19:52,941 --> 00:19:54,318 Some whipped cream. 368 00:19:56,195 --> 00:19:57,237 I got you, bro. 369 00:19:57,779 --> 00:19:59,781 -I'm gonna get that whip-whip. -Hmm. 370 00:20:02,910 --> 00:20:05,829 -Nice kicks! -They were cheap! Knock-offs. 371 00:20:06,330 --> 00:20:09,458 And you know, it was just Christmas. So I did real good this year. 372 00:20:09,708 --> 00:20:10,834 Okay. 373 00:20:11,501 --> 00:20:14,004 -Well, you look like a million bucks. -Not a million. 374 00:20:14,671 --> 00:20:15,589 Definitely less. 375 00:20:16,173 --> 00:20:19,343 -I'm going in the other room now. -Okay. [laughs awkwardly] 376 00:20:24,681 --> 00:20:26,600 -Heating up our New Year's luck? -Hmm. 377 00:20:26,934 --> 00:20:28,143 This bullshit. 378 00:20:28,310 --> 00:20:32,231 Every year, we eat discolored greens and black-eyed peas, and nothing. 379 00:20:32,898 --> 00:20:34,733 These don't bring dollars and sense. 380 00:20:35,192 --> 00:20:36,902 Just heartbreak and heartburn. 381 00:20:37,110 --> 00:20:37,945 Don't say that. 382 00:20:39,321 --> 00:20:42,491 Look at me. Do I look like someone's great grandmother? 383 00:20:44,368 --> 00:20:46,078 -Yes? -Exactly! 384 00:20:46,245 --> 00:20:49,873 That's because I can't afford a good skin cream. 385 00:20:50,415 --> 00:20:51,750 This tradition is crap! 386 00:20:51,959 --> 00:20:53,085 Abuelita, 387 00:20:53,335 --> 00:20:55,879 that's all going to change. 388 00:20:56,004 --> 00:20:59,091 You just need to trust me and believe. 389 00:20:59,174 --> 00:21:02,010 I don't believe. Believing is bullshit. 390 00:21:03,428 --> 00:21:05,889 We are who we are, and it's never gonna change. 391 00:21:06,098 --> 00:21:07,224 We're not special. 392 00:21:07,307 --> 00:21:08,517 Abuelita. 393 00:21:09,268 --> 00:21:10,269 Come here! 394 00:21:11,645 --> 00:21:13,647 [inhales deeply, exhales] 395 00:21:14,606 --> 00:21:15,732 We are special. 396 00:21:17,150 --> 00:21:18,735 [softly] And I can prove it. 397 00:21:28,954 --> 00:21:30,122 -Is this-- -Yes. 398 00:21:30,205 --> 00:21:31,832 -Yes? -Yes! 399 00:21:31,915 --> 00:21:33,834 Jamal! You have to keep it safe! 400 00:21:34,209 --> 00:21:36,044 Girl, who you talking to? 401 00:21:36,795 --> 00:21:39,047 I got eyes on it 24/7. 402 00:21:42,718 --> 00:21:43,552 Everyone! 403 00:21:44,177 --> 00:21:45,262 It's almost midnight. 404 00:21:45,345 --> 00:21:46,596 [all gasp, cheering] 405 00:21:48,181 --> 00:21:50,475 -Let's go! -Yeah! 406 00:21:50,559 --> 00:21:51,977 Yes, yes, yes! 407 00:21:52,436 --> 00:21:54,980 I wanna say something real quick before the new year rings in. 408 00:21:55,063 --> 00:21:56,189 You have 30 seconds. 409 00:21:57,149 --> 00:21:58,025 Um. 410 00:21:58,483 --> 00:22:01,486 I know you're worried that I'm just fronting and putting on a good face, 411 00:22:01,570 --> 00:22:03,572 but I'm not. No, I'm not a victim. 412 00:22:03,780 --> 00:22:05,407 -I'm a survivor. -[Jasmine] Yeah! 413 00:22:05,490 --> 00:22:08,869 And I don't want to live the rest of my life in fear or with regret, 414 00:22:08,952 --> 00:22:10,078 because it's a choice. 415 00:22:10,245 --> 00:22:14,833 And every day we can choose to focus on our gifts instead of our misfortunes. 416 00:22:14,958 --> 00:22:18,754 We can choose to... to turn our worst tragedies into our greatest blessings 417 00:22:18,837 --> 00:22:20,756 and we can choose to love instead of hate. 418 00:22:21,006 --> 00:22:22,799 By the way, shout-out to whoever brought that pie. 419 00:22:22,883 --> 00:22:25,469 -Yes! -Tonight, I want to look to my future 420 00:22:25,552 --> 00:22:26,470 and not my past. 421 00:22:26,553 --> 00:22:29,139 Tonight, I want to make every second count 422 00:22:29,222 --> 00:22:32,100 because tonight I'm alive and okay. 423 00:22:32,184 --> 00:22:33,518 [all cheering] 424 00:22:36,772 --> 00:22:40,150 Nine! Eight! Seven! Six! 425 00:22:40,609 --> 00:22:42,194 Five! Four! 426 00:22:42,444 --> 00:22:44,821 Three! Two! One! 427 00:22:44,946 --> 00:22:46,948 -Happy New Year! -[shots] 428 00:22:51,578 --> 00:22:53,413 [yelling, screaming] 429 00:22:56,291 --> 00:22:57,501 Ruby! 430 00:22:57,584 --> 00:22:59,878 [hearing gunshots in his head] 431 00:23:02,130 --> 00:23:03,256 My Ruby! 432 00:23:05,467 --> 00:23:07,594 My baby! 433 00:23:11,681 --> 00:23:13,683 [female voice] Ruby! Ruby! 434 00:23:19,940 --> 00:23:20,982 [dog barking] 435 00:23:21,066 --> 00:23:22,484 [panting] 436 00:23:23,068 --> 00:23:24,653 [firecrackers bursting nearby] 437 00:23:42,838 --> 00:23:44,840 [sobbing] 438 00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:08,363 I'm not okay. 439 00:24:10,282 --> 00:24:11,700 It should've never been you. 440 00:24:18,206 --> 00:24:19,374 [Cesar] It should've been me. 441 00:24:50,155 --> 00:24:51,448 [both sobbing] 442 00:24:52,574 --> 00:24:53,658 [Cesar] I'm sorry. 443 00:24:55,785 --> 00:24:58,163 I'm so sorry, Ruby. 444 00:25:01,082 --> 00:25:02,375 I don't blame you. 445 00:25:04,377 --> 00:25:06,171 -You did the right thing. -No, I didn't. 446 00:25:06,796 --> 00:25:08,381 I got nothing but love for you. 447 00:25:10,926 --> 00:25:12,010 It wasn't your fault. 448 00:25:14,763 --> 00:25:16,640 It wasn't your fault. 449 00:25:46,002 --> 00:25:46,878 Olivia... 450 00:25:48,088 --> 00:25:49,923 I'll never forget your kindness. 451 00:25:50,423 --> 00:25:52,008 Your encouragement and support. 452 00:25:53,677 --> 00:25:54,928 Your beautiful heart. 453 00:25:59,182 --> 00:26:00,892 And your unconditional friendship. 454 00:26:02,852 --> 00:26:05,355 You're the first and only girlfriend I've ever had. 455 00:26:05,814 --> 00:26:08,608 And... until I met you, 456 00:26:09,359 --> 00:26:10,986 I never knew what I was missing. 457 00:26:16,741 --> 00:26:17,701 [sniffles] 458 00:26:18,368 --> 00:26:19,369 You should unwrap it. 459 00:26:22,956 --> 00:26:23,790 Yeah? 460 00:26:24,332 --> 00:26:25,709 -Yeah. -Yeah. 461 00:26:37,220 --> 00:26:38,930 What? What's so funny? 462 00:26:39,556 --> 00:26:40,807 Oh my gosh, Ruby. 463 00:26:40,890 --> 00:26:41,725 What? 464 00:26:42,183 --> 00:26:43,852 That is a terrible birthday gift. 465 00:26:44,561 --> 00:26:48,023 Why? What's so terrible about trying to better someone's skill set? 466 00:26:48,106 --> 00:26:49,065 I'm with Ruby. 467 00:26:49,941 --> 00:26:51,610 The girl was many things, 468 00:26:51,693 --> 00:26:53,236 definitely not a linguist. 469 00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:56,448 -Yeah, she once called horchata... -Hurache. 470 00:26:56,698 --> 00:26:57,699 It wasn't just once. 471 00:27:00,285 --> 00:27:01,119 I miss her. 472 00:27:17,552 --> 00:27:19,220 Guys, I've been hiding something. 473 00:27:19,679 --> 00:27:20,513 [Cesar] Me too. 474 00:27:21,431 --> 00:27:22,641 I've got nowhere to go. 475 00:27:23,850 --> 00:27:26,102 -You said that your brother was-- -No, I lied. 476 00:27:26,853 --> 00:27:28,563 I'm... dead to him. 477 00:27:32,192 --> 00:27:33,068 But not to me. 478 00:27:34,069 --> 00:27:35,737 I'll figure it out. I promise. 479 00:27:43,161 --> 00:27:44,954 Oh, right. This happened. 480 00:27:45,205 --> 00:27:46,623 We've been hiding this too. 481 00:27:49,584 --> 00:27:51,336 We don't care. We kissed you first. 482 00:27:52,212 --> 00:27:54,047 Anyway, as I was saying, before you interrupted me-- 483 00:27:54,255 --> 00:27:56,341 Hell, I've been high... all night. 484 00:27:56,424 --> 00:27:57,801 Are you kidding me! 485 00:27:58,843 --> 00:28:00,095 Are you... 486 00:28:01,763 --> 00:28:02,889 kidding... 487 00:28:03,390 --> 00:28:04,849 me? 488 00:28:05,141 --> 00:28:08,520 I'm literally trying to tell you guys something! 489 00:28:08,728 --> 00:28:10,146 Something important! 490 00:28:10,230 --> 00:28:12,148 Something monumental! 491 00:28:12,232 --> 00:28:14,776 Something that could probably... No, scratch that. 492 00:28:15,151 --> 00:28:16,986 Positively will... 493 00:28:17,445 --> 00:28:20,073 Positively change your lives! 494 00:28:20,407 --> 00:28:22,951 And you all keep interrupting me... 495 00:28:23,201 --> 00:28:25,662 like some dumb comedy run! 496 00:28:27,122 --> 00:28:29,416 What is wrong with you people? 497 00:28:29,499 --> 00:28:31,710 Okay! Tell us. 498 00:28:34,254 --> 00:28:35,088 [sighs deeply] 499 00:28:35,797 --> 00:28:37,298 No. I'm done. 500 00:28:37,590 --> 00:28:38,550 We'll shut up. 501 00:28:38,633 --> 00:28:40,093 You don't deserve... to know. 502 00:28:42,429 --> 00:28:43,346 Please. 503 00:28:47,892 --> 00:28:48,727 Fine. 504 00:28:50,770 --> 00:28:52,397 I found the RollerWorld money. 505 00:28:59,571 --> 00:29:00,405 You know what? 506 00:29:01,322 --> 00:29:03,616 I don't know why I'm being so quick on the draw. 507 00:29:04,367 --> 00:29:05,702 I think an apology is in order. 508 00:29:05,952 --> 00:29:07,704 -For what? -For what? 509 00:29:08,079 --> 00:29:09,748 For all of my mistreatment. 510 00:29:10,331 --> 00:29:12,959 I'm tired of being an afterthought. 511 00:29:13,168 --> 00:29:15,962 For once, I'd like to be a "before-thought." 512 00:29:16,921 --> 00:29:18,006 Or just a thought. 513 00:29:18,965 --> 00:29:23,219 Not one of you has ever said you're sorry for the shit you said to me. 514 00:29:23,511 --> 00:29:24,471 We're sorry. 515 00:29:24,554 --> 00:29:25,805 Can we see the money now? 516 00:29:25,972 --> 00:29:28,600 -Seriously? That's all you got? -What do you want us to say? 517 00:29:29,017 --> 00:29:30,435 How about Jamal was right? 518 00:29:33,062 --> 00:29:34,981 No, you can't just move your mouths. 519 00:29:35,064 --> 00:29:36,232 You got to say it. 520 00:29:38,109 --> 00:29:39,778 "Jamal was right." 521 00:29:40,069 --> 00:29:44,032 Jamal is not the biggest, fakest liar ever. 522 00:29:44,365 --> 00:29:46,743 "Jamal is not the biggest, fakest liar ever." 523 00:29:46,826 --> 00:29:50,705 Jamal is the real glue of our crew. 524 00:29:50,997 --> 00:29:53,708 "Jamal is the real glue of our crew." 525 00:29:53,792 --> 00:29:58,296 Jamal's big mouth is not as big as Jamal's big-- 526 00:29:58,379 --> 00:29:59,297 I'm not gonna say that. 527 00:29:59,839 --> 00:30:01,049 Big intuition. 528 00:30:01,341 --> 00:30:02,759 Look, we get it. You're the man. 529 00:30:03,009 --> 00:30:03,885 Thank you. 530 00:30:05,512 --> 00:30:06,429 We can proceed. 531 00:30:06,888 --> 00:30:10,183 So now, lady and gentlemen... 532 00:30:10,809 --> 00:30:13,311 without further ado, I present you with... 533 00:30:16,689 --> 00:30:17,899 [screams] 534 00:30:18,399 --> 00:30:19,692 The money is gone! 535 00:30:19,776 --> 00:30:22,654 -["Think About It" playing] -♪ Lately I've been on a fast track ♪ 536 00:30:22,737 --> 00:30:25,240 ♪ I'm doin' numbers like the NASDAQ ♪ 537 00:30:25,615 --> 00:30:28,159 ♪ It got me askin' where the cash at ♪ 538 00:30:28,576 --> 00:30:30,995 ♪ You got the weed, my ni... Pass that, pass that ♪ 539 00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:33,623 ♪ Lately I've been on a fast track ♪ 540 00:30:34,374 --> 00:30:36,876 ♪ I'm doin' numbers like the NASDAQ ♪ 541 00:30:37,252 --> 00:30:39,796 ♪ You hate to know me Stand back ♪ 542 00:30:40,171 --> 00:30:42,298 ♪ You got the weed, my ni... Pass that ♪ 543 00:30:42,382 --> 00:30:44,133 ♪ Pass that, I need to think about it ♪ 544 00:30:44,217 --> 00:30:46,970 ♪ Just for 30 seconds Sony gave me seventeen ♪ 545 00:30:47,053 --> 00:30:49,931 ♪ Kill these lil... Like I'm Cadnice Everdeen ♪ 546 00:30:50,014 --> 00:30:52,851 ♪ They call me the Lord€ the flyest That you have ever seen ♪ 547 00:30:52,934 --> 00:30:55,562 ♪ At the Chud Mountain puffin On the evergreen ♪ 548 00:30:55,770 --> 00:30:58,523 ♪ In that black Mercedes Whippin' wit the heavy lean ♪ 549 00:30:58,606 --> 00:31:01,359 ♪ Double cup promethazine With the Ketamine ♪ 550 00:31:01,484 --> 00:31:04,445 ♪ Life is gettin' better But that's what the cheddar brings ♪ 551 00:31:04,529 --> 00:31:07,323 ♪ Got the juice You can't ever say I'm never clean ♪ 552 00:31:07,407 --> 00:31:10,201 ♪ In the fast lane I ain't even hit the blinker ♪ 553 00:31:10,285 --> 00:31:13,246 ♪ Sippin' Diva vodka But I usually ain't a drinker ♪ 554 00:31:14,330 --> 00:31:15,748 SDH created by Salonee Kadam